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	About the book
	Elijah Rolene is a lost man. Following the death of his wife, he quits his job as a police pilot and turns to prescription painkillers for comfort. Not content to watch him destroy his life, his veterinarian sister convinces him to help out at her animal shelter.
	Soon, they rescue a rare white lion cub from the heart of Detroit's gangland. The lion is brought to live with them and instantly connects with Elijah's autistic niece, Harper. As Harper is brought out of her shell, so Elijah begins to heal as well. But something happens that puts their family at risk and threatens to tear their world apart.
	Elijah is faced with a question that will define the rest of his life: How far will you go if you have nothing left to lose?
	Prologue
	Sitting behind the wheel of an asthmatic white Ford Transit, a van shedding
	rust and smoke in almost equal measure, Elijah Rolene stared down at the
	mound of painkillers in his hand. Of the seven tablets, he noticed, four
	were shaped like miniature coffins; their embossed logos resembling flower
	arrangements perched on their lids.
	‘Whatever,’ he whispered to himself, hauling them to his mouth.
	Months ago he would have needed a drink to get them down – bourbon,
	preferably. But things were different now. As an accomplished prescription
	painkiller addict, a real ‘pill pro’, he had taken to chewing the tablets. Not
	only did this get the drugs into his bloodstream faster and heighten their
	effect, but it was more convenient as well. He’d grown tired of having to be
	on the lookout for a bar or a drink of water. Tuning out the now-familiar
	bitter taste, Elijah closed his eyes and listened to the sound of the rain and
	sleet peppering the windscreen. When he looked again, a shrouded figure
	was waving to him from beneath a porch light. Despite having resigned
	from the Detroit PD months ago, here he was again, parked outside yet
	another violent crime scene in the middle of the night. He marvelled at how
	the universe had a way of twisting the knife long after the blade had been
	withdrawn.
	Reluctantly, he reached for the door. As he averted his eyes from the
	storm, he noticed that the sticker on the side of the van was cracked and
	beginning to peel away. What should have read Detroit Animal Rescue Team
	framed by a D.A.R.T. acronym, was now one letter short. It read A.R.T.
	Rescue Team. Which, at a different time in his life, might have been worth
	a smile.
	As he trudged towards the porch the tall, dark figure hurried out to meet
	him. Although Elijah could see almost nothing of the man’s face, he didn’t
	need to. Only one person in the department walked with such a distinctive
	stoop, the consequence of a high-speed pursuit that had ended with three
	dead carjackers and had left him with a severely compacted spine. It was
	Andrew Matthews, one of his few remaining friends. They were a dying
	breed; their numbers thinning by the day.
	Sacrificing his right shoulder to the storm, Andrew reached out with an
	umbrella. ‘Hey, Pilot, thanks for coming,’ he said, the wind snatching at his
	words. ‘I wasn’t sure you’d show. It’s good to see you. How’ve you been?’
	Elijah nodded, searched his locker for a smile, but found none. ‘Been
	doing all right, Andy. It’s good to see you too.’
	‘Did you get my messages?’
	‘Yeah. Sorry I haven’t called,’ he replied, not bothering with an excuse.
	‘I’m full of shit, I know.’
	‘It’s all right, I understand. But if it’s all the same to you, I’m going to
	keep leaving messages. Okay?’
	‘Yeah. Okay.’
	Grateful to be let off the hook, Elijah stepped up onto the porch. He
	kept his head bowed but could feel the stares of the officers around him. A
	detective, who Elijah had once flown to hospital after the man had taken
	a shot to the chest, stuck out a hand. ‘It’s been too long, Eli. You doing all
	right?’
	There was a note of real sincerity in his voice, but there was also pity.
	‘Yeah thanks, Rus. How about you?’
	‘Knee-deep in dead assholes … living the dream.’
	Elijah nodded and turned to the next stare.
	A gawking patrol officer quickly turned away and reached for his phone
	as if suddenly remembering an urgent call that he needed to make at two in
	the morning. Another familiar face, a grizzled investigator standing at the
	edge of the porch, glanced up at him. As their eyes met, the man withdrew
	a notepad from his top pocket, nodded briefly, and disappeared into the
	house.
	‘Hey, Andy,’ Elijah whispered. ‘How about we move this along?’
	‘Yeah, of course. Sorry about the sideshow treatment,’ he said, zipping
	up his jacket. ‘Luckily we don’t have to go into the house. And I do mean
	luckily. The animals are in a room out back.’
	As Andrew led the way through what technically was a garden but, in
	reality, was no such thing, he explained the scene in typical broad strokes.
	‘Five pushers. Four executed in the back of the head. One wore it in the
	face. Rawlings reckons trigger time was days ago. Can you believe that? It’s
	beyond nasty in there,’ he said, pulling a face. ‘A real meat and worm fest.’
	‘Yeah, I figured as much. I could smell it from the van. Even with the
	windows closed. That’s why I chose choppers over patrol cars. At least I
	could breathe up there,’ he replied. ‘So, tell me about the animals.’
	‘Well, our dealers were pushing more than just blow and her friends.
	They have a store room full of cages. Half a dozen fighting dogs. All sorts of
	exotic animals. Snakes, fish, birds, a fucking jaguar if you can believe it and,
	if that isn’t enough, four white lions.’
	Elijah frowned, thought he had misheard. ‘White lions?’
	‘Well, I’m no Richard Attenborough, but they’re lions … and they’re
	white, so –’
	‘You mean David. Richard’s the actor,’ Elijah corrected him. ‘How the
	hell did they get their hands on white lions?’
	‘No idea yet. There’s big money in exotic animals. Maybe some hip hop
	asshole wanted them to match the carpets in his lounge. I don’t know. We
	think they might’ve been lifted from a circus.’
	‘Any of the animals still alive?’
	‘Not that I could make out, but who knows? They’ve been without food
	and water for a long time. No heat either.’
	Andrew stopped in front of a large steel door at the back of the house
	and reached for the lock. ‘Look, Pilot, before we go in can I say something?’
	‘Is it about Georgia?’
	‘Yeah, it’s about Georgia.’
	‘Then I’d rather you wouldn’t. If that’s all right. Maybe some other time.’
	Andrew stared at his friend, the rain and sleet trailing down the rim of
	his umbrella. ‘Okay, Pilot. Whatever you say.’ He offered a thin, almost
	pained smile before turning around and pushing through the door.
	The smell of death, a thick and putrid soup, made Elijah’s eyes water.
	‘Jesus. This took how many days to get called in?’
	‘You know how it is. Most people around here would rather put up with
	the smell than phone us. Sorry, I should’ve warned you. There’s not much
	in the way of ventilation in here,’ he said, fishing out a clean handkerchief
	from his jacket. ‘Take this.’
	Elijah held the cloth to his mouth and waded inside.
	As he did, Andrew flicked a switch and a single globe cast a dim light
	over the room.
	More than two dozen cages were stacked on top of each other.
	Decaying mounds of fur and flesh lay slumped in different poses. A variety
	of fighting dogs, bred to tear each other apart, had, in their final hours,
	huddled together for warmth. Their bodies pressed against one another
	through the mesh of their cages. A bloated snake, covered in flies, lay
	curled up in a wooden box, the neck of a broken desk lamp hanging over
	it. Dead fish bobbed in small tanks coated black with algae. A pair of large
	parrots lay side by side, their bright feathers writhing with ants. Elijah’s
	eyes moved into the shadows of the room, towards a cage that appeared to
	contain nothing more than a rumpled black blanket. A blanket that, with
	the aid of Andrew’s flashlight, revealed itself to be a young jaguar.
	Elijah shook his head.
	‘Yeah, I know,’ Andrew nodded.
	Elijah studied the jaguar for a while longer before looking away.
	‘Where are the lions?’
	Andrew pointed his torch to what looked like a slight alcove, where a
	fireplace might have been. Elijah’s eyes followed as the light washed over
	the back of an enormous white figure. It was twice the size of the jaguar
	and, in the low light, resembled a stone statue lying on its side.
	Together, they moved in towards the cage.
	The lioness’s giant, silken head was leaning against the bars, as though
	she were asleep. Unlike the rest of the animals, there seemed to be more
	life left in her, as if she had managed to hold on longer than the others.
	Apart from the sunken hollows of her eyes, there were few overt signs of
	decomposition.
	‘And here’s the really shitty part,’ Andrew said, his words low and
	heavy. He pointed the flashlight at her abdomen, the beam lighting up
	three small bodies pressed to her stomach. The cubs were spooned against
	one another, instinctively searching for heat that had long since departed.
	Elijah lowered onto his haunches. Without thinking, he pushed a
	finger through the cage and touched the cub closest to him.
	The last thing he expected was for the dead little lion to raise its head.
	‘Shit!’ Andrew called out, his torchlight pouncing on the cub.
	A white face, its crystalline blue eyes blinking in the harsh torch light,
	turned and looked at Elijah.
	‘What the hell – How’s this one still alive?’ Andrew asked, his voice
	lifting.
	Elijah pointed at the dead mother. ‘Must’ve survived on her milk.’
	Andrew reached through a hatch at the back of the cage, felt the
	stiffened bodies of the other two cubs, and quickly shook his head.
	The room’s sole survivor leaned towards Elijah and then pressed his
	nose against the cold steel of the cage. Twisting his head, he stuck a paw
	through the mesh and touched Elijah’s hand.
	Most people would have felt a spark of electricity – a flicker of emotion
	– at the lion’s touch. A miraculous white lion cub left to fend for itself
	in the first weeks of an already savage Detroit winter, no less, but Elijah
	hadn’t felt much of anything in months. He was too numb; too far gone
	to be reached. A living dead man in whose veins a stream of fresh drugs
	now flowed.
	Oblivious to Elijah’s indifference, the lion cub continued to stare at
	him, his fire-blue eyes never wavering.
	Part 1
	The Girl in the Mask
	Two weeks later
	Elijah held open the door and watched as Harper once again ignored the
	box of black-and-white kittens at her feet and, instead, ran straight for the
	bird cages at the back of the shop. Hearing the door open, the owner of the
	pet store looked up and rose from her chair beside the cash register. She
	recognised the handsome man and his niece from the previous afternoon.
	He was tall and blue-eyed and had short brown hair. Good looking, striking
	even, but with a face that seemed to have travelled further than the rest of
	him. Thick stubble ran down his cheeks and disappeared down the neck of
	his shirt. The bags under his eyes looked almost painted on. Once again, the
	child was wearing a paper mask over her face. This time she was a crocodile.
	‘You’re back,’ the store owner called out, ‘and I see your niece still has her
	heart set on those doves.’
	‘Morning,’ Eli said softly. ‘She’s not big on changing her mind.’
	The woman smiled, more than was polite, and slipped her fingertips into
	the front of her tight denims. ‘It’s so strange.’
	Not wanting a conversation, but knowing that one was inevitable, Eli
	took the bait. ‘What is?’
	‘Well, most children her age are only interested in the really cute animals,’
	she explained, cocking an elbow at the kittens. ‘You know … cats, puppies,
	rabbits. All the usual suspects from the world of cartoons. The kids who are
	interested in birds always want the colourful ones. And I mean always. The
	finches, parrots … the lovebirds. And yet your niece only has eyes for those
	grey doves.’
	‘She’s not like other girls her age. She sees the world a little differently
	to most.’
	‘I’m surprised she can see anything through those masks.’
	Eli nodded, but felt no need to explain his niece’s autism to a complete
	stranger.
	‘I’m curious. Has she told you why she wants the doves?’
	He watched as Harper pushed two fingers between the bars and gently
	stroked one of the birds. ‘I think she worries that all the popular animals will
	get homes and the others will be left behind.’
	‘You’re joking. She told you that?’
	‘In her own way.’
	The truth was that Harper seldom spoke at all. On those rare occasions
	when she did, it was only a few words at a time. Eli had seen the answer in
	her drawings. She had sketched a picture of the pet store depicting a line
	of people buying all the popular animals while the doves at the back of the
	shop were left alone in the dark. While autism may have robbed her of
	many things, it had given her just as many in return. Included in this was
	an unfailingly kind heart and the ability to conjure up the most remarkable
	pictures. Her talent, coupled with a clear and vivid memory, bordered
	on the extraordinary. More than anything, she loved to create and paint
	paper masks which she would wear for hours at a time, sometimes even
	days. Handmade into hundreds of different designs and shapes, the masks
	comforted her and formed a protective barrier which she used to keep the
	world at arm’s length. She would often exhibit the characteristics of whatever
	mask she was wearing at the time. From animals to people, the ocean to the
	moon, each mask carried with it its own personality. For the most part, all
	the world ever got to see of the real Harper were two enormous green eyes
	and long tendrils of curly black hair. Unfortunately, the mask-wearing had
	intensified since Georgia’s death. Eli could barely remember when last he
	had seen her precious face. Regardless, he understood how important the
	masks were in allowing her to deal with the world. Sometimes he wished he
	had a few masks of his own.
	‘All right, angel,’ he called out. ‘Are you sure you want those doves?’
	The crocodile nodded.
	‘How many are we talking? Two? Three?’
	A shake of the head.
	‘How many then?’
	She looked back at the three cages. There were nine doves in total. She
	turned around and held up nine fingers.
	‘C’mon … Your mother’s going to murder me. Why so many, angel?’
	The crocodile’s face turned to the floor and whispered something. It was
	her first and possibly only word for the day.
	‘What was that, baby?’ Eli asked, lowering onto his haunches.
	‘Family,’ she whispered.
	Eli nodded and, as had become his habit, he repeated the word. ‘I hear
	you, crocodile … family.’ He kissed the top of her head and turned to the
	store owner. ‘We’ll take them all.’
	The woman looked down at Harper and raised her hands to her mouth
	in an exaggerated gesture. ‘Wow. Those birds are so lucky. I never thought
	anyone would buy them. You’re such a special girl for choosing them.’
	Unmoving, the crocodile stared at her, but said nothing. For some
	absurd and inexplicable reason, Harper’s lack of a reaction pleased Eli. There
	was something forced and oddly predatory about the woman’s manner that
	didn’t sit well with him. As they headed for the cash register, cages dangling
	from fingers and packets of birdseed tucked under arms, the store owner
	adopted an overly casual tone and, either consciously or not, pushed out her
	already considerable chest. ‘So … no children of your own?’
	If Eli was taken aback by the question, he didn’t show it. ‘No.’
	‘May I ask why not?’
	He looked at her briefly and then slowly shook his head. ‘It’s complicated.’
	He could have told her that his wife was dead, but that really wasn’t the
	reason why he had no children. The truth was that both his and Georgia’s
	family had been completely devastated by cancer. Most people knew
	someone – a friend or a loved one perhaps – who had battled the black crab
	at some point. But, for Eli’s family, cancer was not a disease that merely
	lurked on the periphery of their lives; it was a constant life companion, a
	spectre that followed them everywhere. An almost guaranteed inheritance
	or, as one oncologist put it, a family shadow. Both sets of grandparents as
	well as their own parents had all been claimed by the disease. Even Georgia’s
	estranged brother was now battling stomach cancer. Whether by corrupted
	genetics or the whims of the gods, not a single member of their family had
	lived past fifty-five. So what possible chance could a child bearing their
	combined DNA have in the world? Fatefully, Eli had met Georgia during
	chemotherapy and they had courted all the way through their poisoned
	drips, beyond radium treatment and right through to their semi-annual
	blood tests. They had both recovered, even made it into what the world
	knew as remission, but for them it was more like an intermission than
	anything resembling a cure. A family, in the true sense, was never really an
	option.
	‘I–I’m sorry,’ the woman stuttered. She suddenly sounded shy and
	embarrassed. ‘It’s really none of my business. I didn’t mean to pry.’
	‘It’s fine, really,’ he replied, waving his free hand. ‘How much do I owe
	you?’
	The woman’s eyes turned to the sanctuary of the register and quickly
	rang up the sale. Eli handed over his credit card and, before he was able to
	stop himself, his mouth opened. ‘My wife died earlier this year.’
	The store owner looked up at him, wide-eyed. ‘I’m so sorry.’
	He paused and then nodded. ‘Thank you for the doves. They’ll have a
	wonderful home. Harper will make sure of it.’
	‘I have no doubt,’ she replied, trying to regain her composure. ‘When is
	Harper’s birthday?’
	‘Monday, but the party is this afternoon.’
	The woman reached across the table and lifted a small plastic mirror off
	a display stand. She leaned over and handed it to Harper. ‘Happy birthday,
	darling. Your birds can use this to make sure that their feathers are always
	neat.’
	Harper reached out and accepted the mirror. She stared at her own
	reflection and then turned to Eli. ‘Crocodile.’ Her mouth opened and
	closed. Click. Click.
	It was her second word of the day and it gave Eli an immediate lift.
	‘Crocodile,’ he repeated, and then felt her delicate fingers wrap around
	his thumb.

